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so here i am. im still working on my history project and my two essays. its not getting done because i keep thinking of other things. work is good and home is good. everything is good...school is stressing but hey thats not any different. ive been watching fred phox for a while and i dont know what it is, but im sooo fascinated by what he does. Ive been thinking of getting a camera and just making videos. i think it would be a cool hobby and i could record everything so i remember it. i think it would be pretty cool. maybe ill ask for one for christmas or something. i can pay for it on my own with my money and all. i just feel like im missing the big picture of life. i know im still young but i should have been finding myself all these years and i find myself doing that now..at a stage in my life where i should already know who i am and what i like. im just lost and when i am faced with everything, i just blank and yeah. i know that probably makes no sense at all to you but it does to me. i dont know...i need to do my work. bye yall