jimminy christmas i know it's freezing in this house but i shouldn't be shaking like this. why why why i am so stupid. for fuck's sake.

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(^ that made me feel better ^)

the academy of art university is amazing and i want to go there and get an MFA and learn to animate and work at pixar. after the tour they gave us a questionnaire to fill out ( Read more... )

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this time next week I will be flying somewhere over the midwest on my way to California by way of Dallas.

I'm going to be in California for 13 weeks starting next week.

ffffffffffffffffffffffuuuuuuuuuuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

and no one else will be there until mid-june oh god what will i do i am not good at making friends anymore

i am freaking out. like i am seriously having an anxiety attack right now. i am leaving for a horseshow at 530 in the morning tomorrow morning. i do not have my own show clothes. i borrowed breeches, gloves and a shirt from my friend michelle. having had a large project due this week, an exam in my worst subject yesterday and various regular ( Read more... )