fuck fuck fuck

[shinsengumi14]

i am freaking out. like i am seriously having an anxiety attack right now. i am leaving for a horseshow at 530 in the morning tomorrow morning. i do not have my own show clothes. i borrowed breeches, gloves and a shirt from my friend michelle. having had a large project due this week, an exam in my worst subject yesterday and various regular homework assignments due in just about every class this week, plus wednesday being a hellishly cramped day anyway, it didn't cross my mind to send out an email until about 12 this afternoon. I need tall boots, a jacket and a helmet, I said, listing my sizes. ANGEL tells me my email went to 66 recepients, the other people on the equestrian team. not a single person has emailed, texted or called me back. what the hell am i going to do if no one going to this show has boots the right size? i'm sure i can find a helmet and a jacket that work, but boots, argh boots. i am freaking out freaking out freaking out holy shit and i am going out later what if they email me but don't call or text i won't even know until later and it will probably be too late to get them oh god please someone tell me i can use your bootssssss

EDIT: ARGHHHH ONLY 13 PEPLE HAVE READ IT COME ON PEOPLEEEE HELPPPPP