if it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad?
Welcome to San Francisco in July!
Going on a tour at Academy of Art University in SF today about their animation program. For grad students. AHHHHH. This is unreal. There's no way I'm old enough to be a grad student. I'm pretty sure I just recently graduated high school actually? Oh god oh god oh god.
Happy 30th birthday to Harry Potter! God I am such a nerd. But I'll save a treatise on the impact HP has had on my life for a different LJ post seeing as I have to get to Uncle Ray's by at least 11 am to catch the BART down to downtown in time.
I leave here in 9 days. I'm excited to go home, but I'm a little scared too. I can't hide from stuff as well there and I'm afraid things will already be starting when I get back. Guess I gotta suck it up and deal with it now that I am going to be a college freshman soon. ¬_¬ denial: river in Egypt, &c. &c.
I kind of miss my dorm room. And the rest of my sweatpants. I'm excited to go back to school and get back to the gym so I can lose weight and stop feeling terrible about myself, it's gonna be great.
This school year I'm going to keep my high expectations for everyone else, but demand more of myself. I just have to stop letting it get to me when people let me down. It's worth having a life full of people who meet my high expectations than surrounding myself with the lowest common denominator and having to rely on that in a pinch. I just have to stop letting myself down and kick my ass into gear.
I've been photoshop painting all week seeing as I've had nothing to do at work, and in completely characteristic fashion finished one thing:
