Well here I sit , out of Jail , and out of harms way finally. A bit confused yet as I try and rebuld everything i've lost lately. I haven't written in a year or better now. Perhaps I needed a break from old habits. We got an apartment earlier this week, and managed to replace a few things lost , including the puter im writing on. We seem to be ( Read more... )

Well this is a differant kind of day , My love has offered me a gift, though this gift is enough to scare the bravest of ppl , including myself ( Read more... )

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I sit here and ponder what to do , should I stay or should I jus go , hell I dont know , All I know is I hate life right now. I hate being without him. I hurt because hes not here anymore..I hurt because I cant breathe without him ( Read more... )

I sit here waiting for Jonathan , I need to speak to him before I can leave. It's only right , no notes he said., I tried to sms him 5 differant times since 330 am , im exausted and feel as if I have been left for dead :/ I miss him but I need to figure out what to do about my mess. I am a mess both mind and heart at this time. Needed him more then ( Read more... )

FORSAKEN ( Read more... )

With nothing to do ( Read more... )

Looks like I'm 'a do everything myself ( Read more... )

Well Im sitting here with little to do aside from talk to Jonathan...whos more nervous then I , I think... Weve been hurt by this past week and not being able to be around eachother physically... something wed both grown comfortable with. I am soooo excited but at the same time...im scared to death.. I hate flying with someone else in control first ( Read more... )