We Go Jet Airliner... Dont Carry Me Too Far away...

[shenikah]

Well Im sitting here with little to do aside from talk to Jonathan...whos more nervous then I , I think... Weve been hurt by this past week and not being able to be around eachother physically... something wed both grown comfortable with. I am soooo excited but at the same time...im scared to death.. I hate flying with someone else in control first off and second I HATE going without talking to him..(and I hate going without smokes too) Long flight ahead of me...not sure whats going to come of it from here.. I jus know that I love him more then I ever dreamed of loving someone. He still starts my heart to racing anytime I see him online...that alone speaks for itself...to anyone that knows me and how I am. I miss him terribly...and im on here talking to him..go figure.. It was easier to deal with before I met him in person...now it jus simply kills me...heart , body and mind. it kills me to be away from his touch...more then I care to explain.. Hes the world to me ...more then life itself to me.. I exist merely for one thing... Him ...anyhow off to talk to my love and finish packing...
PS . Never trust a government worker when they tell you it will be ok..
Ciao for now...