Missing isnt the half of it
I sit here and ponder what to do , should I stay or should I jus go , hell I dont know , All I know is I hate life right now. I hate being without him. I hurt because hes not here anymore..I hurt because I cant breathe without him.
He's all I have left of my life, and I am still without him. I miss him
Perhaps I could be there in a day or two, Gods I hope I cant take this anymore...im going to break and when I do , I dont think there will be anything left but ashes.
I hope he's ok, He seems to be in worse shape then I. I worry about him.
I havent been much for him lately because of my own bullshit. and I feel horrible because of it
I need him and at the same time I dont understand why. I am NOT accustomed to being dependent on Anyone. Nor Am I accustomed to missing someone to this degree. Never really missed someone before.
I am all alone and confused , I want to be with him , but I dont want to hurt him.
I am NOT myself these days.
perhaps I need sleep
Ciao for now
He's all I have left of my life, and I am still without him. I miss him
Perhaps I could be there in a day or two, Gods I hope I cant take this anymore...im going to break and when I do , I dont think there will be anything left but ashes.
I hope he's ok, He seems to be in worse shape then I. I worry about him.
I havent been much for him lately because of my own bullshit. and I feel horrible because of it
I need him and at the same time I dont understand why. I am NOT accustomed to being dependent on Anyone. Nor Am I accustomed to missing someone to this degree. Never really missed someone before.
I am all alone and confused , I want to be with him , but I dont want to hurt him.
I am NOT myself these days.
perhaps I need sleep
Ciao for now