You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

I'm not religious... in fact I've been a claimed athiest for years.

But for some reason, I still find this incredibly comforting.

Footprints In The Sand ( Read more... )

I've fallen back into a melancholy state... I need to get back to the positive state I was in when school started. I'm downloading Christmas music today. Definately quitting smoking cuz I know it affects my state of mind. It's alot of work keeping positive... but it's worth it... I hate feeling "blah" like i do right now. Just gotta keep ( Read more... )

adrendean Probably the last person I ever expected to have on my friends list again... funny how life works out :)

ashaman The only friend I have online that still uses email to actually communicate (not just forwards stupid chain letters) which is really cool :)

bebemage My sexy kinky lady in IN who always cheers me up. I never see you anymore :( Where did you ( Read more... )

Ok.. school's still going awesome.. as well as most of my life. Mostly I think because my attitude has changed so much.. and my perspective on things are new and more positive. Basically I'm feeling great.. better than ever.. but.. I"m flat ass broke.. and certain people further east are dragging their feet about certain things.. AND.. to top it ( Read more... )

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I wish I knew who this person is who sent us Harry Potter... I don't know the name.. It'll bug me till I figure it out... I've a suspicious feeling is the same person who bought me another two months paid membership here. Whoever you are.. you're awesome. Thank you. I picked up Micheal from school about 15 mins ago...told him there's a new ( Read more... )

Life is full of choices. Every choice that we make, we take a risk. Sometimes we win, sometimes we lose. But only we are responsible for the choices we make. The only control anybody really has in life is over themselves, and the choices they make. Nobody makes who we are but ourselves. Some people experience alot of rough things, some people ( Read more... )