Christmas?
I've fallen back into a melancholy state... I need to get back to the positive state I was in when school started. I'm downloading Christmas music today. Definately quitting smoking cuz I know it affects my state of mind. It's alot of work keeping positive... but it's worth it... I hate feeling "blah" like i do right now. Just gotta keep focused. Life is good. It's good because I make it good. Life is only what I make it. So I gotta start making it good again. I need to go get a tree and decorations. Next weekend. I will start living in that euphoric state again. High on life. Watch.