Well today I woke up very sick. I know my body is breaking down. Because of all the stress that has been going on in my life is finally catching up. Plus the fact that I really miss Bryan and can't stop talking about him. How much he hurt me and how much I really love him. I was suppose to meet someone for a house to rent this morning but I ( Read more... )

Well I think I may have found a place for me. I need to speak to the guy sometime tomorrow. Ofcourse it's in Ann Arbor. I better neighborhood. Everything with Bryan has come to an end. I love Bryan with all my heart and would have done anything for him. But I've come to a part of my life where I need to start taking care of myself more than others ( Read more... )

Well I basically worked 13.5 hours today. Didn't make shit. Everyone tipped poorly at work. In a better mood, although I'm going on day 2 without Bryan. I finally cut down on my pop intake so I can start losing weight again. Well I'm all poopped out. Can't wait till Monday.. 28th Birthday at Gigi's.

Well the morning didn't start off that great. I dropped off Bryan to the Greyhound station so he can go Chicago to meet up with some trick. As for me I went to look at a house which I totally loved. Really hoping I get that place. Then off to work. Actually tonight went very well. Was in an awesome mood all day at work. After work, went and ( Read more... )

Well it has been a long time since I have made an entry. Been busy with the whole living life thing. I guess I'm doing okay. The only one thing that I have been going somewhat great in my life is Bryan. Yes people we are still together. Going on 5 months. I'm still working at Applebee's on 14 mile and Haggerty, so if anyone want to come and ( Read more... )

Life works in crazy ways. Just when you think things are starting to get better in your life, behind it all it's actually slowly crashing and burning. I guess I'm begining to realize that living life is even more difficult than it seems. I have no clue what I'm trying to say. But, just when I thought everything was getting better, I was wrong ( Read more... )

So in the past recent weeks I have done many things to screw up my life. None that I am very proud of. I have come to this low point in my life where I just want to disappear and not be found until I find myself. Umm, if I can dance at Gold Coast in there shower nekkid I must have a problem (as many of you know how insecure I am with myself ( Read more... )

Many of you have known me for a great deal of time.  You've seen me change for better and for worse.  Well for the past couple of weeks my life has slowly been changing.  The biggest change has to deal with my work.  I was offered a general manager's position with the company I am currently working for.  I first had accepted that position and began ( Read more... )

Coming here to Lansing I have hoped that I would be able to concentrate in getting my life together.  I bascially have set majority of my priorities and will keep working to make my life easier and happier.  All I needed is a break from all the drama and bullshit that has been going on in detroit.  Since I've been here I've been sorta distant with  ( Read more... )

To begin my new journey I had taken the first step by getting a job.  This job intales less stress than what I am use to.  I am currently employed at Culver's Restaurant as a manager, but I was just offered a general manager's position.  I get paid hourly which is a bonus and gauranteed 50 hours a week.  I have taken aboard a few people that have ( Read more... )