May 24, 2005 11:52
So I just got back form the best vacation ever and it sucks. It was so peaceful there. Not haveing to worry about anything. Not having to do anything. Just lounge around and be lazy as hell. It was great, and now I am back in the stressful cities, where I have to worry about work and money and shit all over again. I am really starting to hate life. I didn't get the job at Perkins so once again I feel like a huge failure. The one thing I liked about this weekend was that for once in my life I didn't feel like shit. Kyle bought me a cow. I cried. I didn't really want it cuz it was a lot of money and I didn't have any so I just petted it for a while. He asked if I wanted it and I said no, put it back on the shelf and walked away. I went out side to have a cigarette and he came out a few minutes later with the cow in the bag. It is so cute and soft and cuddley. I love it even if I didn't need it. I named it MooKyle, cuz the original name sucked and I thought it was only fair to name it after Kyle cuz he bought it for me. Then Kyle, Chris and I tried to feed alkiselzer to sea gulls cuz apperently they explode. It dodn't work to well but we had fun watching them dive for dotitos. Especialy Erbert. He was my favorite. He was the biggest fattest one there and if you didn't give him food he would puff himself up to make him self look bigger. I wanted to keep him but I wouldn't have any where to put him.
So Kari called last night. We might have a apartment in Eden Park. I don't care where it is anymore, just as long as I find a place to live that isn't with Heater cuz I don't want to be stuck with here any longer then I have to cuz Kelly and April are moving out this weekend which means until July 1st I am stuck with Heather. Lucky me. If you could only look through the screen to see my excitement. I know all she is going to do when I am at the appartment is bitch about how I don't do anything cuz I am never there and how I owe her money for unknown reasons. I don't owe her shit and she needs to stop acting like she is my mother. Well I got to go. More stuff to do. Buh-Bye.