May 19, 2005 22:12
So sometimes I feel like I'm in a coma, and I'm walking around inside my head trying to find a way out, but no matter how hard I try or what I do or where I turn I get more lost and I can't find my way out. But I don't know what to do. Everyone says I need help, but when I ask for it very few people are willing. It seems like they say it matters but it really doesn't. I want to scream out, but no one will hear me.
So I went to the Learning Center today. I have to go to orientaion Monday or Tuesday and then I will know where to go from there. I just want to get it done, and I won't be put on a waiting list cuz I don't have very many credits left. I just hope i don't fuck this up like I fucked the rest of my life. I am sick of feeling like a failure. I just hope I can keep up on everything and get it done. Well we are going to go sign stealing now. So more later. Buh-Bye!