So I had and interview at Kari's job today and I was nervous as hell because I hate interviews and I figured this would be a flop like everything else. Well I got the job and start the 20th. Sooner if I can talk to work people and see if they found someone. But yea. I can't wait. things are finally looking up. I just hope know one burst my bubble. ( Read more... )

So as I was walking to Mikhail's house this morning I was thinking about  my Uncle Sam. I thouoght it was really weird cuz no one has mentioned him in for so long. Maybe it's because of the whole family togetherness time thing yesterday. Even if he never would show up to them at least he would call. I still can't get used to the fact that he will ( Read more... )

So Today was Memorial Day, and I was invited to another family adventure. And suprisingly I had fun. I think I do now that I don't see them all the time. My cousin Megan seems a little shady. Kayla say is cuz she is upset that I moved out first. I don't see what the big deal is cuz she is doing good for her self living at home. Yea, I know I am ( Read more... )

So I spent the night at Mikhail's house cuz he wouldn't drive me home and he wouldn't let me walk home at 1:30 in the morning. I walk at 6:00 and that ain't a big deal. Anyway he was laughing his ass off last night because he went to grab his blue blanket he sleeps with and apparently it was wrapped around my body and neck and no matter how hard he ( Read more... )

If shame had a face
I think it would kind of look like mine
If it had a home would it be my eyes?
Would you believe me if I said I'm tired of this?
Well here we go, now, one more time...

'Cause I tried to climb your steps
I tried to chase you down
I tried to see how low
I could get down to the ground
And I tried to earn my way
I tried to tame this ( Read more... )

So life sucks and I am in one of those moods where I just want to take a long walk off a short bridge. I just hate how no matter who I hang out with now days I just don't seem to fit. I might as well become a hermit and live the rest of my life alone. I have to get a doctors appointment to get new meds because Mikhail says the ones that I am on ( Read more... )

So I just got back form the best vacation ever and it sucks. It was so peaceful there. Not haveing to worry about anything. Not having to do anything. Just lounge around and be lazy as hell. It was great, and now I am back in the stressful cities, where I have to worry about work and money and shit all over again. I am really starting to hate life ( Read more... )

So sometimes I feel like I'm in a coma, and I'm walking around inside my head trying to find a way out, but no matter how hard I try or what I do or where I turn I get more lost and I can't find my way out. But I don't know what to do. Everyone says I need help, but when I ask for it very few people are willing. It seems like they say it matters ( Read more... )

So I am very proud of myself today and I believe I get bragging rights. I don't normally brag to people about things, but with something like this I got to. So once again Pat has to be a whiney little bitch and yell and act like a baby. So him and Kari got into a fight last night when she dropped him off and he called back and they were fighting ( Read more... )

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