I called off last night and it was lovely. Shanny and I went to try and sell some stuff at Buffalo Exchange, dropped off stuff at Goodwill, and had lunch at Life Alive. We got to talk about a lot of different things that I can’t specifically remember at the moment but getting to talk and check in was really nice. We also got a personal investment ( Read more... )

I ended up texting Jas to hopefully clarify/clear the air a little bit. They text me back and said they didn’t realize I still wanted to spend time together and they weren’t thrilled about us not being able to kiss but they get it. They also said, “I wish you had made it clear earlier that if I spent time unmasked with someone else, that you wouldn ( Read more... )

I’m still kind of going around in my head about things with Jas. I was thinking about if I should reach out to them or if I should just give them some space and let them reach out to me if they want to. Currently, I’m wondering if I want to reach out to them for them or for me. I’m not exactly sure what I want from them. I like talking to them and ( Read more... )

I put a pause on things with Jas and am feeling super bummy about it. I was hoping to get to text with Shannon a little bit but she’s not being very responsive. Idk. Idk what I’m doing. I feel sad and kind of at a loss for when I get to be done with this pandemic. Like how many more months of this? *sighs*... I’m going to see friends and family at ( Read more... )

Jas seems a bit distant. They’re likely disappointed by the change in schedule. I’m going to see them this afternoon/evening so hopefully we can talk through things and reconnect a bit. We’ll see how it goes. I’m looking forward to seeing them.

Jas came over to my place and we went for a walk. It was so nice. <333 I was feeling a little hyperactive/talkative. I worry about being rude and talking over people or kind of just.. Taking over the conversation. They’re so cute. So yeah, we went for a walk and I linked my arm in theirs. Later they asked if they could hold my hand. (I wish my ( Read more... )