This is so stupid, you know, so freaking stupid because... because it's been months and he's seeing someone else and she might even be pregnant and... but at times, god, at times all I can think of for a splitting second is that he promised, he fucking promised and he... he fucking promised and I know, fuck, I know I'm gonna get over it and I know
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I guess in my case, and it is different for everybody.. I don't like the person that she has become because I know that it's lies but I choose to remember the good times that I had with her because I know that if I keep dwelling on the bad and what she did to me, that I would go crazy.
I can't allow her to live rent free in my head and bring me down. I won't do that. I know that, in the end, karma is a bitch. =)
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Nevermind that coming back meant being with me
You should be a priority in someones life. Never settle for less than you deserve, and you deserve way better than that.
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You should be a priority in someones life. Never settle for less than you deserve, and you deserve way better than that.
Yeah. That's why I spent the last... five months of our relationship feeling like shit, because I was that for him, nothing more than trash on his shoe, and I was tired of it. When I compared him to the guy he used to be, when I used to be his sun and his moon, it hurt so horribly, that I had to put an end that. I thought, if I gave him a choice (Spain or me), I could see what he was really made of. I did, it's just that what he was made of, wasn't what I wanted/need. He wanted Spain, so he could have Spain, that just didn't contain me as well. It hurt like hell, to know that you're not worth enough for the one person that is worth the world to you. So. Yeah.
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I know it had to hurt like hell. I've been there. But you sound like an amazing person, you'll find someone who will treat you right. =)
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Thanks, babe. I do hope to find someone that can see that, all in all, I'm a good person, that I deserve better than I got. Thanks, sweetie.
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