I shouldn't feel abandoned or antyhing of the sort. But I do. Sort of.

I miss how, at camp, with in a couple of minutes, it's always possible to find at least one person who is willing to hug you and not let go for a while.

Some days are just bad.

But Jeremy randomly came into the computer lab and said, "I have an idea, but I can't talk right now ( Read more... )

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I know now. But it's scary. When it comes to the person I tell my secrets to, and am not afraid or embarassed to tell anything... I'm choosing to let go of the person who is my best friend.

I have hope, though. Maybe someday we'll be able to find a platonic relationship that is as amazing and good as the non-platonic one we have (

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