Apr 06, 2006 10:10
I know now. But it's scary. When it comes to the person I tell my secrets to, and am not afraid or embarassed to tell anything... I'm choosing to let go of the person who is my best friend.
I have hope, though. Maybe someday we'll be able to find a platonic relationship that is as amazing and good as the non-platonic one we have (
This is empowering: this trusting myself. But it's also heartbreaking. This won't help his cynicism.
I want someone to hug me in that way that's engulfing and warm. Unfortunately, he's the absolute best at those type of hugs. Shit.
hugs,
break up,
friends,
sam