Today I will shut up my heart in ice and silence my mind with a gag. Today I have to hold it all in. Today I will not feel because I can not take the pain ( Read more... )

Melody McCarthy died 04/24/2011

My mom is gone. I would have posted this yesterday but I haven't had a moment that wasn't about trying to deal with other stuff yet.

I love you mom.

I hide in this dark spun glass castle or at least I think I hide... I might just be trapped. I built it with my fears, lies and deep dark secrets. I'm not sure how to get out yet, but maybe knowing that I'm in here is the start.

Well, after four years it's over. I hurt but thats okay cause in the end I'm happy. It's been a lot of hurt in the last few months and what I need is space. I want to be friends again, but space is needed for that to happen.

So to put into little words... Greg and I broke up.

So...Tomorrow I turn 21...It's not that big a thing...sadly I'm looking forward to something that I get to do tomorrow that has nothing to do with my birthday ( Read more... )

So last night my laptop was acting funny, and Greg told me to restart her...well...I did and now the hard drive is dead...

I think I'm going to try and find a new one. The rest of my Naru(my laptop) is fine.

This just bites cause now I have to use Greg's computer untel I can get a new hard drive.

this sucks.

Sorry I haven't posted in a week or so but right after my birthday a lot of stuff happened that I just didn't feel like talking about...and some of it i still don't think it's safe to talk about on LJ ( Read more... )

Greg gave me one of my gift last night when I came home from work...it had been a hard rush day ( Read more... )

So...Today is the one year mark...we've been dateing one year now. I'm happyer then have been in a long time.

Things are very difrent then I thought they would be a year ageo...but all in all it's good.

Greg, I love you.

Thank you for a wonderful year And heres to manny more.

June ( Read more... )