Today I will shut up my heart in ice and silence my mind with a gag. Today I have to hold it all in. Today I will not feel because I can not take the pain ( Read more... )

In working on cleaning my room I found the vhs tape that I made in high school... the one of mom giving the talk on Selma and Bloody Sunday.

We're making a copy for each of the siblings if they want it...

I couldn't help it... I put it in and it made me cry... I miss my mom.

Melody McCarthy died 04/24/2011

My mom is gone. I would have posted this yesterday but I haven't had a moment that wasn't about trying to deal with other stuff yet.

I love you mom.

Sorry I haven't posted in a week or so but right after my birthday a lot of stuff happened that I just didn't feel like talking about...and some of it i still don't think it's safe to talk about on LJ ( Read more... )

Greg gave me one of my gift last night when I came home from work...it had been a hard rush day ( Read more... )

June ( Read more... )

So...yeah wonderful day...and here are photos.
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Hi all! So, yesterday I had some time off and needed to get my hair cut before Gregs family got in to town ( Read more... )