Melody McCarthy died 04/24/2011

My mom is gone. I would have posted this yesterday but I haven't had a moment that wasn't about trying to deal with other stuff yet.

I love you mom.

I hide in this dark spun glass castle or at least I think I hide... I might just be trapped. I built it with my fears, lies and deep dark secrets. I'm not sure how to get out yet, but maybe knowing that I'm in here is the start.

Well, after four years it's over. I hurt but thats okay cause in the end I'm happy. It's been a lot of hurt in the last few months and what I need is space. I want to be friends again, but space is needed for that to happen.

So to put into little words... Greg and I broke up.

So...Tomorrow I turn 21...It's not that big a thing...sadly I'm looking forward to something that I get to do tomorrow that has nothing to do with my birthday ( Read more... )

I feel so good right now. Last night was my first class and it felt good. I hurt a little but that's okay if I work out today it will hurt less tomorrow ( Read more... )