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i'm watching the saddest most beautiful movie i've ever seen before... voices from a distant star... it fits my mood today... sad and beautiful... i had a dream last night... it was too beautiful... i found my home... and i'm not talking about place of dwelling... it was truly just one of those things you wake up from yearning for the dream... i'm not much of one to believe in those kind of dreams though... partially i do that to myself and i know... i keep everyone at arms length... well not everyone but everyone but family... and i'm not talking blood... i have been hurt by the people i loved so it makes it hard for me... but whatever... this movie makes me meloncollie and sad.. but its just so fucking beautiful... theres this song called homesick by soul asylum... i;m homesick for the home i never had... God help me if i ever find it i'm never letting go... i will give everything for it