oh i had a doozy of a dream last night... i think this one is by far the weirdest one i've had in quite sometime.... alright what i recollect of it starts off like this... spen is about 8 years old and shy... which anyone who knows spen knows he wasn't shy... he and i are living together and somehow or another we're next door neighbors with my ( Read more... )

Oh the ass that is drunk Seth came out in rare form last night... when i got up this morning and asked chris if i did anything stupid and he's like ya probably... not ever a good sign... after getting back to the apartment i decided it was a good idea to take a piss right in the middle of the parking lot... my momma would be proud... i'm sure i ( Read more... )

I feel so sore today... but its my own damn fault... so I shouldn't complain lol but deal with it... In our drunken states we do stupid things sometimes like take on multiple people and let people but you in choke holds... but hey you know it was alot of fun last night... and i was informed this morning i think the phrase was i rapped jesses ( Read more... )

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I have had the overwhelming feeling like I need to leave... I like I need to embark on the great adventure or to quote a book I recently read... to find my "personal treasure"... makes not much sense but since when have I made sense... I haven't slept in my bed in days which is never a good sign... maybe I'm just momentarily loosing it... granted ( Read more... )

The clan gathered with solemn abandon ( Read more... )

i sometimes hate people... i'm tired of trying to be a friend to some people... its like a brick mother fucking wall in which i put all the effort forth and get nothing in return... i'm fucking tired of dealing with the shit cause seriously what is the fucking point... i can think of 4 people i'm so annoyed with... fuck it i'm tired sick and ( Read more... )

My head hurts today, and it has for a while to be honest. I have been fighting my depression for a while now. I don't know why really and it took a waitress to make me realize i was still facing it really. she told me about her stuff and how she was facing being depressed and not having realized it till she broke down to a dr. I have been trying ( Read more... )

for so very long now i have been skating through life like a waterskier just trying to skid along the water and not fall in... so recently i got some bad news and things have happened and let me tell you to my surprise it has made me wake up... slowly i am trying to better myself... don't get me wrong its a struggle but i'm make an effort for the ( Read more... )

so I have had a bit of a rough week. Actually I haven't really been able to sleep since steve went in jail. Ever since Arizona whenever times are bad for me I sleep on the couch. Frankly anytime I feel sick or blue or anythings wrong I sleep on the couch. I spent so much time there on the couch that it became a safe place for me. I used to look ( Read more... )