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My head hurts today, and it has for a while to be honest. I have been fighting my depression for a while now. I don't know why really and it took a waitress to make me realize i was still facing it really. she told me about her stuff and how she was facing being depressed and not having realized it till she broke down to a dr. I have been trying so hard lately and I don't know i am just drowning today. I am constantly surrounding myself with people cause i'm afraid to be alone... I'm scared of my thoughts and my depression... I can't figure out whats wrong with me and i'm such a bitch for complaining about it really... oh well i'm doing the best i can. thats all i can do. i'm trying