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So I haven't updated since my poor pathetic "this sucks" entry ( Read more... )

This sucks

We talked for about an hour around midnight on Friday....tears...trying to understand, silence ( Read more... )

So I've decided that this sucks and I'm gonna do something about it ( Read more... )

A warning sign ( Read more... )

This is the worst feeling I have ever experienced in my entire life. Nothing makes it go away, but the smallest thing will make it worse and I think thats what makes it so horrible. I hate myself for putting him through this exact same feeling a month ago ( Read more... )

Why does it have to be so friggin confusing....am I making it confusing? Am I overthinking what is really simple? Am I trying to look to far ahead when in reality I don't even know what's happening to me tomorrow ( Read more... )

It's amazing what sitting beside someone in silence can do ( Read more... )

Wow...so my ex's uncle was killed in a motorcycle accident Friday night. He happened to allready be home for the weekend seeing as Sunday was his bday...nice bday. It's been slightly awkward between us because he's not dealing the best and yesterday was the first time seeing eachother since I made the decision to end it ( Read more... )