Peace
So I haven't updated since my poor pathetic "this sucks" entry.
Things still aren't as I wish they were and I still don't understand it, however I am of the mind that I'm not supposed to understand it.
Sunday I was quoted Psalm 46 "Be still and know that I am God" No words could have helped me more at this moment. I have been so focused on what is swirling around me that I have not been still and trusted God to work on my behalf. It is not up to me to figure this out or try to mend it. I have done everything I can in my physical body and when that is not enough I have no other option but to fully hand it over to God and be still....allow Him to move in it. I know that He has a plan for my life that is so far beyond what I could ever imagine or try to plan out myself, I just have to allow Him to work it for me.
I will stop living by my feelings on the matter and start living by my faith and what the Word of God tells me is true. I have figured out the triggers that steal my peace and I have blocked them out of my life for the moment and my heart will mend...because God is mending it. Of this I am sure and in this I find the truest sense of peace.
Things still aren't as I wish they were and I still don't understand it, however I am of the mind that I'm not supposed to understand it.
Sunday I was quoted Psalm 46 "Be still and know that I am God" No words could have helped me more at this moment. I have been so focused on what is swirling around me that I have not been still and trusted God to work on my behalf. It is not up to me to figure this out or try to mend it. I have done everything I can in my physical body and when that is not enough I have no other option but to fully hand it over to God and be still....allow Him to move in it. I know that He has a plan for my life that is so far beyond what I could ever imagine or try to plan out myself, I just have to allow Him to work it for me.
I will stop living by my feelings on the matter and start living by my faith and what the Word of God tells me is true. I have figured out the triggers that steal my peace and I have blocked them out of my life for the moment and my heart will mend...because God is mending it. Of this I am sure and in this I find the truest sense of peace.