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Nothing much going on. I have been behind at work and trying to catch up. Met some interesting people in the last few weeks which is cool. Found out my ex boyfriend is moving to Russia which is rather odd (odder still that he has one of my best friends still in his phone) and my boobs hurt.
Oh I had my minor procedure yesterday. My doc cut open my neck and took out a bunch of tissue(a bit more complicated but thats how i like to phrase it). My neck is sore as hell and I have stitches but hopefully this will solve one stressful thing I have been worrying about for at least 2 years.
I am however the same weight as I have been for like the last 2 years. It is starting to drive me insane now that i really notice it. I dont know whether to just really embrace my curves sometimes and buy cuter clothes or to try try try again to lose weight and hang on to the non fitting sometimes small sometimes really baggy clothes I have right now. Its all very frustrating.
I have been talking to many men and just poof am no longer interested in any of them. sucks to be them. i have so been picking men that in a million years could never handle me. they just cant. and they dont get me. no one who wants to see me naked or alludes to that so soon gets me. no matter how sexual of a person i may be i do want some respect.
which i mean, maybe its just my thoughts that stray or maybe it was the technological age at the time but there is always that someone who never ever asked for naked pics, webcam sex, or any of the other junk men so readily want these days. even if i DO meet them offline it always gets around to that. no idea what I am doing wrong.
yay update. boo silly crap
Oh I had my minor procedure yesterday. My doc cut open my neck and took out a bunch of tissue(a bit more complicated but thats how i like to phrase it). My neck is sore as hell and I have stitches but hopefully this will solve one stressful thing I have been worrying about for at least 2 years.
I am however the same weight as I have been for like the last 2 years. It is starting to drive me insane now that i really notice it. I dont know whether to just really embrace my curves sometimes and buy cuter clothes or to try try try again to lose weight and hang on to the non fitting sometimes small sometimes really baggy clothes I have right now. Its all very frustrating.
I have been talking to many men and just poof am no longer interested in any of them. sucks to be them. i have so been picking men that in a million years could never handle me. they just cant. and they dont get me. no one who wants to see me naked or alludes to that so soon gets me. no matter how sexual of a person i may be i do want some respect.
which i mean, maybe its just my thoughts that stray or maybe it was the technological age at the time but there is always that someone who never ever asked for naked pics, webcam sex, or any of the other junk men so readily want these days. even if i DO meet them offline it always gets around to that. no idea what I am doing wrong.
yay update. boo silly crap