better than we break
I try not to be upset. I try really hard not to be miserable. I can be fulfilled with what I have or I can cry all the time.
I haven't cried in a while so I figured I would try that tonight. I seriously am not a whore and I really don't appreciate someone treating me like one just because. What makes you think I would want nothing in return. What makes you think that I would just do what you want and be happy with you just up and leaving. I wouldn't. I wont, not anymore. I deserve better than you. Which I am glad to know, now, and glad to have friends who tell me as much (sometimes.)
I am so tired. I should go to bed but its so big. At least on my couch its just me, just room enough for me.
This is a pretty sad entry. Im going to forget it was ever written. And when I reread it, I will believe it is part of a book.
I haven't cried in a while so I figured I would try that tonight. I seriously am not a whore and I really don't appreciate someone treating me like one just because. What makes you think I would want nothing in return. What makes you think that I would just do what you want and be happy with you just up and leaving. I wouldn't. I wont, not anymore. I deserve better than you. Which I am glad to know, now, and glad to have friends who tell me as much (sometimes.)
I am so tired. I should go to bed but its so big. At least on my couch its just me, just room enough for me.
This is a pretty sad entry. Im going to forget it was ever written. And when I reread it, I will believe it is part of a book.