coming to terms with my life.. is interesting for me.. granted.. everything that happened yesterday didnt even compare to me trying to fall asleep last night. something kept.. calling to me.. either that or I was having auditary seizures.. Im not sure. but.. it was.. bizarre..

I sit back and think about the course of today. then think about the past few weeks. I wish I knew.. what. the fuck. should have truelly come of this. I feel like I made the wrong move. again. but when I try to make the move that I see IS right I cant do it. but apparently everyone sees that I just do this because I enjoy the pain.. hah.. Ive ( Read more... )

The angel arose as the sun crested the trees ( Read more... )

I walked past a mirror today and saw my wings. Stopping dead in my tracks, I stared. They are massive. And broken ( Read more... )

Apparently.. I get off on good music.. hah.. I suppose that means I have a great life if I always listen to the same shit because no matter what I will be pleasured.. random ( Read more... )

I love livejournal. because only the people that I want to read this are able. I dont share this link lightly ( Read more... )

I apparently cant hold my emotions well. A musical obsession took hold, and it failed so dramatically. July 17th hurt. Congratulations on my part for fucking up my day. I get my hopes up way too easily. I'm heartbroken over nothing, and I'm still trying to kick the feeling. Super.

Warped Tour was stressful. We got there at 12:45, it was fucking blistering, and we were kindof ripped. They set up the stages really lame. We mistook the Hurley stage as the Ernie Ball stage because it had 7 different names on it. Turned out that the Ernie Ball stage was right next to the band booths. So when MC Chris was to go on, we got there ( Read more... )

I have Warped Tour in a few hours, and Scotty and Mark are over playing Magic with Zach. I just put myself into a HORRIBLE mood because I read over something from the old band.. I hate how anything that has to do with them still stresses me out. I would just appreciate getting We  Love Katamari and GH2 back. Knowing the bad blood between us, I ( Read more... )

Ohio has shitty weather. It can be a beautiful sunny day, 75 degrees, and then suddenly its snowing. Fifteen minutes later there is a tornado, then it is sunny again. I hate Ohio. The only thing missing is a desert. It has beaches though. So there is some sandy places there ( Read more... )