I know it’s been a while, but I figured I’d better post something here just to let you all know I’m alive. I’m in a really tough space right now, so feel absolutely unenspired to write. I am not at peace right now, and I’m on a quest to try and figure out why. Something’s going on inside me that I don’t know what it is, and I’m having a hard time ( Read more... )

I’m going to do something that doesn’t make any sense here for a change. I’m going to write a blog entry with bunches of words to describe how I feel about one little word. This word has been used a lot in my life to describe some very important relationships. This word has bothered me for a long time, because of this fact. That little word is “ ( Read more... )

So I found another one of these thingies floating around, so I decided to fill it out, because I could. It’s another one of those random Q&A thingies.

1. What curse word do you use the most?
Shit
2. Do you own an iPod?
No, although I’ve thought about it. My only beef with it is I can’t play regular MP3s.
3. What person on your flist do you talk to ( Read more... )

So the recovery process has been somewhat of an up hill battle. As you all know, it got so bad that the doctor had to put me on a mild antibiotic, because he thought I might have had mild bronchitis. I haven’t been that sick since the summer of 1989 a month and a half after my dad was killed. That adds a whole new degree of interest to this, ( Read more... )

I’ve been in a time warp for the last two nights, and I blame YouTube. When I was 13, I used to watch a couple of soap operas; Young and the Restless and All My Children. It used to drive my mother crazy, because if I knew I wasn’t going to be there, and since I didn’t have a VCR in my room, I would tape record it with my little rinky-dink tape ( Read more... )

Oh how I hate social awkwardness. It gets in the way of a lot of things I would love to learn how to do. Let me explain my latest dilemma.
As I’ve mentioned before, I joined, and was trained in James’s on-line star trek role-playing group. All during the training, I was stressing out big time. There’s certain protocol you have to know when in the ( Read more... )

I posted this, because I felt that it deserved it’s own entry. Last weekend, my friend Meka participated in a state karioke competition, and…drumroll please…she won second place. This is very good news, because she gets to go to Albuquerque-my old stompint ground-on August 7th and 8th to participate in the regionals. So if anyone is interested in ( Read more... )

I don’t normally do this often, but someone posted this on LJ, so I thought I’d fill it out.

Three names I go by:
1. Jessica
2 samari
3 Jess

Three jobs:
1 Target stores,
2. Arbys
3. ABVI

Three places I’ve lived
1. Albuquerque
2. Las Vegas
3. Denver

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
I don’t have cable, so I don’t watch much TV unless I’m at a friend’s ( Read more... )

Ha ha! Gotcha Sorry, not removing my clothes for you all. But it sure is a scortcher out there. I’m wondering if mother nature wants to have a BBQ of her own. The least she could have done was given us mercy in the form of either clean beaches, or friends with swimming pools. But know. apparently, that’s too much to ask of the evil merciless bitch.
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As most of you know, I made my escape from Rochester for a week to take a trip across the border to spend James’s birthday with him. He’d been spending my birthdays with me, so I thought it only fair. I didn’t know what to give him, since he’s so easy to please and hard to buy fore, but his one request for his birthday was…little innocent me…Yah ( Read more... )