God, this deadline is weighing on me. I can't be nudged to write a single word. Instead I'm stuck editing, biting my nails and hoping I have this bitch of a fic out in four days. Time is going so fucking quick, I can't think. If I miss the deadline, I'll just be proving to myself that I can't get anything done on time and should drop out of bb's of ( Read more... )

( cut for inane bullshit I'd love to erase )

The car's transmission blew and we don't have the money to pay for it. I have to mooch off of other people for rides to work, which is just dandy, especially since I live half an hour away from my job and people I know live far away from me. To top that I off I don't know how I'm going to pay for anything and if it continues this way we won't even ( Read more... )

So LJ was down like pretty much all day and I only got to posting a private entry to vent all the "ain't nobody got time fo dat" bullshit just now ( Read more... )

I went driving today in the parking lot across the street. I did well, which I'm glad to say. I practiced driving on the brake, making turns and righting myself, and I wasn't scared at all and got used to it pretty quickly. I'm also happy to note that the Jeep isn't nearly as touchy as the Saab was so I didn't brake in a jerky or abrupt manner. I ( Read more... )