and it's helped bring me back to some form of equilibrium for the moment. And maybe longer than the moment. I think I've been working through a lot of deep-seated feelings thanks to therapy, which is not a bad thing! I tend to stuff my feelings down and not speak about them because I feel like I'm dumping my toxic shit on others and no one deserves ( Read more... )

I am exhausted from the weekend and actually looking forward to going to work tomorrow. I've been running, running, running all weekend and feeling overwhelmed, even though I'm looking forward to the holidays.

( Extreme self flagellation under cut, enter at your own risk )

in my lj. I figure if I start documenting just a little more frequently what I've been doing, then I'll keep doing it because it makes me feel all accomplished and shit ( Read more... )

Yet, something did. I did not win the lottery, I didn't shoot up 6 inches and lose 30 pounds, I didn't find my true love. However, I did: do the dishes, clean off the counters, clean up the broken glass on the balcony, put away some odds and ends, went to the movies with dad, took out the trash, reduced my cable bill by canceling services I don't ( Read more... )