What a beutiful day for such Shitty feelings ( Read more... )

So apparently I can lie and bluster about being peachy and eating lunch in the cafeteria ( Read more... )

OMG I HAVE DIANA BACK ( Read more... )

So
I've been diagnosed with clinical depression

Im going to the doctor within the next few days for medication

Im nervous, I don't want more meds with side effects

But Im also desperate

I can't function like this anymore

and if medication is what it takes then oh well

Sneaking on the computer before going out to eat with the rents for mothers day.
So this will be as short as possiable.

( Okay so not really short )

So the feelings from yesteday have only grown exponetially worse ( Read more... )

You know that uber long post I promised that I had been working on for the past 3 or 4 days. *bliding smile* It's gone!!*poof*! Im trying not get mad or upset and take it as one of those "it happens things" But really? Ive been having a hell of alot of those "things" happen to me lately. Though this post is turning out to be pretty long so maybe ( Read more... )

This is a really long ansty block of text about my dad
it was structured at first, but then it just turned into all these feelings that I had bottled up on the inside. And I .... just didn't stop.
so click at your own risk.
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Deppression equals standning in front of your fridge, a open jar of chocolate fudge topping in one hand and a cold left over french fry in another, Contimplaing why everything didn't taste this good when combined.... for about 30 minutes ( Read more... )