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So the feelings from yesteday have only grown exponetially worse
I ... Don't Care.
No other way to put it.
I have a list of things that I know I need to do
things that are important to me
Important for me and my future
Important for my son
Important for everything
And I don't Care.
My son got me up at 6am this morning
I put him in his playpen, made sure he was well juiced, fed, dry, and entertained.
Then went back to bed until 8:30
When I finally did get up it took almost two hours for me to get us both ready to go.
Got him to school and learned we nearly missed swim time.
Went to the craft store and wandered around picking up random things on sale.
Now Ive some how made it to school.
Feels like I just ... walking and thinking through molassis
pokeing around listlessly on the inernet
avoiding makeing comments back to the people that comment on my journal
Thats about the only thing that vaugly bothers me right now
I really like commenting back to people.
Im gratful that they took the time to do it and it really makes my day
But when I look at the screen ... abosolutly nothing comes to mind
taken me 30 minutes just to make this pitiful post
...yar
I ... Don't Care.
No other way to put it.
I have a list of things that I know I need to do
things that are important to me
Important for me and my future
Important for my son
Important for everything
And I don't Care.
My son got me up at 6am this morning
I put him in his playpen, made sure he was well juiced, fed, dry, and entertained.
Then went back to bed until 8:30
When I finally did get up it took almost two hours for me to get us both ready to go.
Got him to school and learned we nearly missed swim time.
Went to the craft store and wandered around picking up random things on sale.
Now Ive some how made it to school.
Feels like I just ... walking and thinking through molassis
pokeing around listlessly on the inernet
avoiding makeing comments back to the people that comment on my journal
Thats about the only thing that vaugly bothers me right now
I really like commenting back to people.
Im gratful that they took the time to do it and it really makes my day
But when I look at the screen ... abosolutly nothing comes to mind
taken me 30 minutes just to make this pitiful post
...yar