Driving to my first day of class after spring break. I feel nervous and tense. I've spent the past week pulling myself together again. The past couple of days I've actually feel really great. I hadn't realized how much of a burden my relationship had become.  It was hard to let go of all the things that I had planned in dreamed of this past year. ( Read more... )

Getting an early start this morning on the anxiety ( Read more... )

Why would he do this? Why in the fuck would he invite the person that he KNOWS that I don't want to be around to come hang out with us. I told him to his face that I don't want to be around this person. For a perfectly legitamate reason. I reminded him this weekend. I have had a LONG discussion with him about why I feel this way and why I wasn't ( Read more... )

I have no idea what the fuck just happened in that conversation or why it pissed me off so badly ( Read more... )

Managed to have a decent conversation with my s/o this afternoon. No fussing. No fights. I still probably need to talk to him about some of the things that are bothering me. But I need to learn how to hold onto them, think them over, and then present them calmly to him ( Read more... )

So if there was ever a good time to start writing again now would be it ( Read more... )

Had an absolutely wonderful day today with the boyfriend. We took the itty bit to the Zoo, and we all wanted to bring the pygmy hippo home. I know their aggressive mean bastards (For real. They are alligators natural predator) but dammit he was cute ( Read more... )

I should not indulge in half assed panic first thing when I wake up

It's just not a good practice.

Failed my test today. To say I'm dissapointed in myself is putting it mildly. More like horrified angry and upset ( Read more... )

Got sick of dealing with the software that I got on my hard drive last year. So since I learned how to do it in class I partitioned and reformatted the thing into two separate drives so now I have a back up AND a place to store extra files 8D Im giddy exited ( Read more... )