i wish i knew what to do. i don't know what it is, but i need something. Maybe it is cabin fever. It probably is cabin fever. i need something to do outside. i need a reason to leave here. i want so badly to not feel the way i do. i am this guy who stays in his room all day. i don't know. i really don't know. i just don't want to be a part of the ( Read more... )