Time has passed, so much has changed...

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But the field remains in my heart~

[xxx_and_love]

I confess that I couldn't even remember the password of this account. Now that I start thinking about it, I think I forgot this place, where we've been for so long and where, I can say that I guess, everything in fact began, because it was in here that I joined the courage that I hadn't with the love that I always had... and asked you to be mine. And mine only. And I... I know that this is a really weird way of starting an answer for everything that you wrote to me, but I don't really think that I... that I know what to say right now. Just like all the other times, you caught me by surprise. I just got a note on my cellphone, saying that you had update your journal and I was like... "what? again?" Because I thought it was the other journal, which you updated earlier, you know. But when I saw this, when I.... when I readed this, I just started to cry in the middle of the studio. It's not really a new, right? Me crying... but you... god, you just can't stop being beautiful, can you

Re: But the field remains in my heart~

[xxx_and_love]

I know that maybe I'm making no sense at all and... I know that you wrote so many things and I cried so much and the truth is that the only thing that I keep reading at my onw mind is that I love you. I always loved you, I know I loved you even before we met. I think that even before I knew your face, even before I knew your name, my heart already knew that I was going to find you and when I did that, it was like everything made some kind of weird sense. As if, from that time on, I knew what I had to do... and this thing was to be with you. I love you so much, Takanori. My Ruki. My Ru. I love you so much that I can't tell, I love you so much that, by know, I wish I could be at home with you, holding you tightly at my arms and breathing your skin, kissing your lips and telling you that I won't ever, ever, ever allow you getting out my life. Because you ARE my life. You're the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me and... everytime that I see Kei, Aki, Ren and Shiki... I can see the brightness of your eyes at them and I know...

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