Re: But the field remains in my heart~xxx_and_loveMay 12 2011, 00:36:08 UTC
I know that maybe I'm making no sense at all and... I know that you wrote so many things and I cried so much and the truth is that the only thing that I keep reading at my onw mind is that I love you. I always loved you, I know I loved you even before we met. I think that even before I knew your face, even before I knew your name, my heart already knew that I was going to find you and when I did that, it was like everything made some kind of weird sense. As if, from that time on, I knew what I had to do... and this thing was to be with you. I love you so much, Takanori. My Ruki. My Ru. I love you so much that I can't tell, I love you so much that, by know, I wish I could be at home with you, holding you tightly at my arms and breathing your skin, kissing your lips and telling you that I won't ever, ever, ever allow you getting out my life. Because you ARE my life. You're the most beautiful thing that ever happened to me and... everytime that I see Kei, Aki, Ren and Shiki... I can see the brightness of your eyes at them and I know... they're going to be beautiful just like you are. And that you're the only reason why I have so many light at my life. It's you, love, it's always... always has been you... and you can bet that at the time that I arrive our home, I'm going to kiss you so much and hold you so tightly... and that I won't let you go. I won't let you go until you feel loved like you deserved. Until you know how much your words reached me, because I'm feeling like I'm just writing crap in here. A bunch of words that aren't even close of what I'm feeling in my heart.
You saved me, love. Not because I was lost before you... but because I'd never find myself without you. You're so beautiful... and I never want you to forget... that you're the love of my life. That your smile brightens my day. Your fingers make me melt, your voice... is the reason why I play. And every time that I just rest in your arms, I feel like reaching that field, over and over again. That field that we built ever the first time we made love and kissed in the snow. That field that only opens up in the sky with you... that place of just you and me..... and god.......god, how I wish I could be holding you right now.
I'm sorry for this...... I don't know, kinda lost declaration. It's just that I love you in such a way... and they still didn't invent words for that. I love you.... your self, your body, your skin....I love kissing you, I love the way you kiss me... I love how you're so innocent and so wild at the same time... and I love to drown on you and be saved by your breathing.
I can't live without you. I never could and I certainly never will. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you...
You saved me, love. Not because I was lost before you... but because I'd never find myself without you. You're so beautiful... and I never want you to forget... that you're the love of my life. That your smile brightens my day. Your fingers make me melt, your voice... is the reason why I play. And every time that I just rest in your arms, I feel like reaching that field, over and over again. That field that we built ever the first time we made love and kissed in the snow. That field that only opens up in the sky with you... that place of just you and me..... and god.......god, how I wish I could be holding you right now.
I'm sorry for this...... I don't know, kinda lost declaration. It's just that I love you in such a way... and they still didn't invent words for that. I love you.... your self, your body, your skin....I love kissing you, I love the way you kiss me... I love how you're so innocent and so wild at the same time... and I love to drown on you and be saved by your breathing.
I can't live without you. I never could and I certainly never will.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you...
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