I am getting married today. hi livejournal world. at 5pm I'll be walking down the aisle to Patty Griffins Oh Heavenly Day about to marry Adam Dedeaux, my best friend since I met him in my first week of classes at CSULB.

I want to get married to Adam. I want to do that soon. I am so happy to be committed to him for the rest of my life. I wish I did a lot of things differently, but I know I love him and I want it official ( Read more... )

I've been upset with myself, lately. I've been acting in ways not conducive to being in a happy marriage with adam. Yesterday was the culmination of my selfish behavior. I need to stop and think. I did some googling. There's a lot of self-help stuff, so I took things from a variety of sites. I feel guilty. I feel bad. I feel unhealthy ( Read more... )

Having a rough day. Issues coming out between Adam and I - it takes me lots of space and distance to dig past hurt and defensive, and when I'm ready for nice he has moved on to mean ( Read more... )

Yesterday we had a day off from work due to a forced closure day, and I took extreme advantage of it. Went with my cousin Becky, my mom, my sister Rosie and her boyfriend, Daniel, to the fine arts center and taught some of them how to throw. I glazed some cups that I had had since....drumroll.....2005. Yeeeesh. Time to get going on those. I threw a ( Read more... )

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This is a video I made for a grant we're trying to get. What do you think?

One of my last lengthy posts was about the trip I took with work to the Bahamas - I hadn't posted any pics yet, so here are a few.


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It has been some time since the last time I posted on here. I've accidentally-on-purpose started transferring most of my day to day stuff to royaboya.blogspot.com - thinking that I would save livejournal for the gritty emotional stuff that I don't want to write about anywhere else ( Read more... )

camp research - fantastic article in instructables!

http://www.instructables.com/id/Start-your-own-summer-camp/step3/Finding-a-place-to-have-camp/

"in this...new age, art is worship...when thy fingers grasp the paint brush, it is as if thou wert at prayer in the Temple." -Abdu'l-Baha