hello lj world
It has been some time since the last time I posted on here. I've accidentally-on-purpose started transferring most of my day to day stuff to royaboya.blogspot.com - thinking that I would save livejournal for the gritty emotional stuff that I don't want to write about anywhere else...
...and maybe I'm maturing, or maybe it's just not as interesting, or surprising, or something - but I seem to have less of the gritty emotional stuff that I NEED to express RIGHTNOW using livejournal.
Although no one I work with knows about my lj, so maybe it's a good place to write about that.
It just seems that more and more my days really are comprised up of all the little details - that I put up some photos on the wall yesterday and took Juno for a walk and planted seeds for the garden and making appointments for wedding related stuff - Adam is getting laid off in June, two months before we get married, so things are up in the air a little bit more than I am comfortable with, but I am trying to think of it as exciting, rather than scary for the me who is now ready to start thinking about saving for my MFT and for a house and kids. I think even two years ago I would have thought that this was a great chance to Go Somewhere and Move and See New Things but now I am concerned about starting a new garden, finding a house with fruit trees, affording kids.
Anyways. I knit a lot. I work a lot. I watch The Office a looootttt.
...and maybe I'm maturing, or maybe it's just not as interesting, or surprising, or something - but I seem to have less of the gritty emotional stuff that I NEED to express RIGHTNOW using livejournal.
Although no one I work with knows about my lj, so maybe it's a good place to write about that.
It just seems that more and more my days really are comprised up of all the little details - that I put up some photos on the wall yesterday and took Juno for a walk and planted seeds for the garden and making appointments for wedding related stuff - Adam is getting laid off in June, two months before we get married, so things are up in the air a little bit more than I am comfortable with, but I am trying to think of it as exciting, rather than scary for the me who is now ready to start thinking about saving for my MFT and for a house and kids. I think even two years ago I would have thought that this was a great chance to Go Somewhere and Move and See New Things but now I am concerned about starting a new garden, finding a house with fruit trees, affording kids.
Anyways. I knit a lot. I work a lot. I watch The Office a looootttt.