My life is fucked now. Over. I no longer am alive inside. I have no compassion anymore. I can't feel anything. I'm emotionally numb. She cheated on me twice w Ashley. She let Ash touch her twice. I plan on staying fucked up for a while. I've never loved somebody so much in my life. I gave her the benefit of the doubt. I knew better. Everytime I ( Read more... )

First things first.... I put my application in at West. I need a new job, like STAT. This one just doesn't pay enough.

I want to move out. BAADDD. I've been saying this for how long, and still haven't done it. I feel like a failure. I'm trying to work on getting things setup so I can.

I've got a checking AND savings account... Nobody knows about the ( Read more... )

So Booshi is moving out by the 1st. She already talked to her parents and everything, and she's got everything all setup. Ty's gonna go to Ash's dads's house, but Ashley's NOT allowed to go back to her dad's. He already said that. They don't get along very well, but he's not gonna let the baby not have a place to stay. Ashley's grown, she can fend ( Read more... )