I was reminded of Dara today and of course it got something under my skin. I don't know why just thinking about her still bothers me.  Or at least when I'm alone it still does.  It's like a homesick kid at summercamp.  He's really only homesick when he has down time to remember home.  Keep him busy, he forgets all about mommy and daddy for hours on ( Read more... )

Yeah, I almost forgot.  My ex hopped back in the picture this weekend.  I got home Thursday and saw that she had IMed me twice during the day.  I was much confused, since we haven't conversed much in the past year, and our last meeting she wasn't outgoing or friendly about it.  I don't know why I didn't just ignore her, but I didn't.  So I hit her ( Read more... )

I'm still sore in some places from the wreck, mostly my neck. I decided to see a doc last week, and she gave me some muscle relaxants and set me up with a physical therapist who is probably gonna just have me do some stretches. Meanwhiel, I've been doing some more car shopping. I went Saturday after shabbat services (which is another whole story ( Read more... )

I'm miserable. I woke up this morning in my ex-girlfriend's bed. With a slight sore throat - something I'd expect after a night of drinking. It went well with my headache. But it didn't go away. In fact, over the course of the day, it worsened. Now here I sit at my computer. Frantically trying to memorize the info that will give me the ( Read more... )

I almost broke my leg last night ( Read more... )

Man, this weekend was supposed to be so great. I had close friends coming in from out of town, we were gonna party and have a great time. Then the fan got hit by some feces. Friday night, I had to go to something for a class I'm taking. Earlier that day, the tooth that had been bugging me earlier this week started hurting again. It became ( Read more... )

That sounds gay. Whatever. Guess what I've been up to! I've made one or two half-assed attempts to meet women and get my life moving again. This weekend sucked. Guys who like to share war wounds would love this story ( Read more... )

I just have to wonder what is going on right now. I feel…. spent. I’m tired of trying. I’ve been thinking of god a little lately. Not much. Just a little. I’ve been wondering why I have such a hard time believing in anything. I wonder if, when I get older, I’ll find myself believing - and then regretting my actions from before I believed. I ( Read more... )