LiFe iS BeauTiFuL (even when you're sick)
Well, it's 2 in the am and I'm still awake, I didn't even take a nap today! And believe me when I say you should be proud of me for that, because I think I've taken a nap every day for the past two weeks. It's like I'm all grown up today for not napping. I'm acutally not tired at all, which annoys me cause I love my sleep. I don't even have much to write about...
It's funny how when your life is going well, and I mean really well, you don't have anything to write about, but when life sucks and is hardcore shitty all you do is sit and write, or type in this case. I haven't got a thing to complain about in the world, and while it feels amazing to say that, it's a creepy feeling. It's creepy to be happy and high spirited and completely optimistic, with next to no sarcasm after almost a year of on and off depression, sadness, pessimism, and constant mean, sarcastic remarks.
Joe told me he doesn't like it when I'm this happy, it scares him. He makes me laugh. We're going trick or treating in Connecticut on Sunday and I'm really excited. Not so much to go trick or treating, but to spend hardcore time with Joe. He's my best friend at Rutgers, I seriously don't know what I would do without him. And what's even better, I'm not sure he'd know what he'd do without me either. Hehe, alright, that might be a stretch, he's pretty self-sufficient, but we're there for each other, and it's awesome because there's none of that weird sexual tension that people say always comes up in opposite sex friendships. I know I'm staying up here this summer, but I think we're going to get an apartment together. Which sort of sucks because he'll never clean because he's lazy and I'll always clean because I have OCD... it'll be great, lol.
I'm sure you've all heard me yammer on about Glenn in my drunken stupors... he's coming back next semester! I am so excited to say that. Glenn brings comic relief to every situation. It's impossible not to love Glenn. Next semester should be great: I'm moving upstairs, Glenn will be back, we'll have a useful president, and a useful food coordinator... of course I'll let you know if my optimism was correct.
As for the boy.... I haven't seen him aaaalllll week ::sad face:: we're both rediculously sick [I think it's the flu, but I'm too lazy to go to the health center], he got it from his brother, and I got it from him, and now I'm giving it to my fellow Helyarians while it spreads around his family... but when we both finally get over it, it'll give us an excuse to hang out somewhere other than Helyar cause God forbid we get it again. It's strange, before we got sick, we were spending rediculous amounts of time together and I wasn't getting tired of him, or his stupid jokes, or his never-ending tickeling... I suppose that's the way it's supposed to be. You're supposed to be able to spend almost every waking moment together and not get tired of it.
Well, I'm off... as you've noticed I changed my layout... I'm not sure I like it. Talk to you all soon! [kiss, kiss]