Oct 18, 2004 11:31
BLaH! Today just got so much more complicated than I was anticipating. Its a good thing I'm skipping 2 of my three classes to catch up. I swear this part of the semester I'm going to do SOO much better than the first part. Now, I know it appears that I may not be genuine in my swearing, specifically since I'm not going to two classes today, but I have a 5-7 page lab due tomorrow, of which I'm practically finished with, but I have no idea what I'm doing. And calc homework due for which I understand NOTHING. God, how can a person be so math retarded? AND I have a fuckin life guard meeting at 10 ... why do they have to be so late?
On a different note (10 minutes until my next class) this weekend was GREAT! I had a few trying moments with the guys that are trying to be in my life (mainly annoying Ben); however, the boy and I had a great time getting to know each other better. Its so weird, we've been "seeing" each other for a month or so and yet I still feel like I barely know him. That makes me wonder if this is all wrong because I usually feel like I've already known the person for a lifetime. But at the same time, I'm not still with any of those guys that I felt like that with, now am I? I guess the boy and I are coming up to that point where we decide what we really want... Rather, I'm coming to that point. The only thing that really bothers me is that I still call him "the boy" and we got into a psudo argument about labels yesterday.
So, how do we feel about labels, girls? Do we want everyone to KNOW we're someone's girlfriend? Get back to me on that one. Ciao bellas (cause we all know boys don't read these things...)
nicholas,
in need of advice,
happiness