so yeah. I think the issue here is that I'm still too scared to say "you're being a dick" because then I'm alone. Not alone in the emotional relationship sense but actually alone as in "shit i have no other friends in this city and will go crazy without him around because even being treated badly gives me something to do
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The Pens won the cup, and while I'm thrilled by this, it was a little odd, walking the streets of Philadelphia alone without Dok and Emily and all the other super important people in my life by my side. Still, this is good:
I'm feeling rather despondent at the moment. I'm not sure how much of it comes from circumstances of reality and how many come from the fact that I just took a bubble bath and read the last few chapters of Oryx and Crake but in either case I feel rather.... off
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I'm fairly certain I can put these here, but to be sure, I'm going to friends lock it, because I don't need any more drama. (IE, he doesn't belong to me, so much)
So here is what I did on my summer vacation ( click )