Things I have been thinking about recently ( Read more... )

So, here I sit, at 3:30 in the damned morning, wrapped up in my Corpse Bride blankie in my bed at my mom’s thinking about crazy shit and trying to not let my sinuses run straight out of my head - my, but it is quite dusty in here. I’m vacuuming as soon as they’re both awake; I can’t keep coming back to sneeze my brains out.

( cut because this is three pages in Word )

Why are girls so hard to shop for? I bought the guys pressies, but I dunno what to get D, E, and C. I know what I'm going to send Lyddie-lala and what I'm getting Amberlina, but the other three? Bah! I was going to get E a replica of the Master Sword and Hylian Shield, but tthe set was 40 bucks, and I'm not that rich. So now I don't know what to ( Read more... )

HI ( Read more... )

I miss you more now that I'm happier.

Before I missed you because I knew I was keeping us apart, and I needed you (or thought I did) to stay alive. You were my air, my water, my lifeline.

Now I miss you because I remember the fun we used to have, before I died so much inside. I do need you - to live with me, to let me live. You are my sister, my ( Read more... )

It's my bestest buddy Amber's birthday today! She's twenty, the old fart. So, in honor of her two decades, I'm listing a score of good stuff about her...it's in no particular order.

( happy birthday! )

First off, I'd like to blame this less-than-stellar entry on the fact that the hospital deprived me of my prozac for three days. it's gotten me all off-kilter, and i probably have to wait for it to kick in again.

Sometimes I wonder if you're worth it. But then I know you are. You are the best thing that has ever happened to me, and yet you ( Read more... )

I now have all my icon spots filled. all 15. it's taken forever, and a bit of shuffling, but i finally found number 15, which i will use for this post. nicely, it's kinda descriptive of how i've been feeling - a little better, thanks for asking ( Read more... )

1) new layout and matching icon! isn't it pretty? and that's actually my handwriting down there on the right. we scanned it in. and my boxes are floating. isn't it nice? oh, and don'e forget my icon. it's so me - my username, my quill, my checkered star. ah, it feels like home ( Read more... )

i think i just said i'm boring. i always mess that up. i meant to say i'm bored ( Read more... )