I'm getting up in 8 hours.

Then, I'm going to movie my stuff into the dorm.

I'm moving out.

I'm probably not moving back in for any significant amount of time for a long long while, if ever.

Wow.

Grown-up-ness, here I come!

Dammit ( Read more... )

Ya know what? Sometimes I just wanna say, "FUCK YOU TOO, WORLD ( Read more... )

I'm dreadfully tired. I've been awake for ... a long time. I have a speech to do tomorrow; the last one of the semester. I think this'll be my best. I've typed up he intro, transitions and conclusion, but i have some much information that i think i'll wait till tomorrow morning to put that all in. I'm so tired now. I was at work, and then more work ( Read more... )

( when in doubt, meme )

I just did my Intent to Register for SFSU!!! YAYness! I have an SFSU email address (not usable for 2 days). it's all initials: mdk@sfsu.edu. hehehe.

I need to register for an orientation. My mom said maybe she'd go. Darling, you're coming, right? It'll probably be one of the Saturday dates.

Whew. Only a couple more steps: finish this damned Speech ( Read more... )

got my report card ( Read more... )

( well, in stilted form, because i'm tired of it. )

I'm really getting depressed about Berkeley. I don't know why. It's probably just the uncertainty of it all. I don't really know what going to happen. I don't know how well it'll turn out. Or if it will turn out.

BLEARGH. yucko.

oh, I just don't know. It's driving me crazy.

Maybe...who knows. Maybe anything.

dejectedly yours,
mel

okay, so, last night my mom asks me what my contingency plan is for if for some ridiculous, unfathomable reason, berkeley decides to go for dickheads-of-the-century and don't accept me ( Read more... )