Apr 15, 2009 08:35
I am very proud of the moment I had just a few months, ago. . . if you have been reading my blog you will discover that I have "snapped:" not in the psycho way, but in the way of opening my eyes wider and seeing more of the world.
I have been doing more, communicating openly, crying, and less fearing. I still worry, but that is written in my DNA.
I hate to admit this but I am very grateful that Tom seeked out, found and hung out with another girl causing me to change. Without knowing I could lose him, I would have never known what I really want in life.
Even if I don't get him back, then I can at least know that he truly loved me, and I can say I know what love was like. Now that I have had my moments of love, I can get on with my life . . . whatever it maybe.
weird,
rejection,
frustrations,
mojo,
holding things in,
lost,
lust,
tom,
time,
desires,
beliefs,
life changes,
romance,
opinions,
personal greatness,
insanity,
hopeless,
boyfriends,
new age,
hell,
emotional,
women,
relationships,
pain,
solitude,
sex,
open,
appreciation,
karma,
no nerves,
future,
past,
love,
positive thinking,
worries,
needs,
angry,
analyzing,
loneliness,
life,
heartache,
travel,
theories,
snapped,
rants,
thoughts,
drama,
2009,
men,
depressed,
past lives,
letting go,
venting,
distraction,
writer's block,
comparson