Carap-issed off
Well day 6 was going GREAT. I was so proud of the progress me and Gabe made. We went out at 6AM and stayed till 11 and tagged 32 crabs. That's awesome compared to the 6 we found the time before. We sweated our butts off and walked a ton today.
Then Luc sent Mattei an e-mail tonight bragging that he stayed up from 2:30AM-8AM last night and tagged 100 crabs. Then to rub it in Mattei forwarded his email to us and telling us we should go out at 7AM ALONG with going out at 1PM with Guy and Mark.(Which I'm totally not doing both.) I am just livid. It's like the feeling you have when you take hours to build a sand castle (yeah ok a beach anaolgy but that's all I can think of) and someone just steps on it and ruins it and laughs in your face. Not to mention the fact that I'm bitter because I told Luc about the internship last semester and Mattei gave him MY job. I was supposed to be at Milford Pt. But then she decided she's send Luc there and me and Gabe would be the guinea pigs to work on the Powerplant project in New Haven. I just can never win. Not to mention my congestion has been horrible today and I have no idea what to do about it- there's nothing they can do for me. I guess it's always going to be the proverbial thorn in my side.
I was happy until now. I even got the chance to go back to school after the beach and spend a few hours with mom. *sigh*
Why can't I just catch a damn break?? Why can't I just be completely healthy and everyone be happy with what I do for once? It's just never going to be enough.
Then Luc sent Mattei an e-mail tonight bragging that he stayed up from 2:30AM-8AM last night and tagged 100 crabs. Then to rub it in Mattei forwarded his email to us and telling us we should go out at 7AM ALONG with going out at 1PM with Guy and Mark.(Which I'm totally not doing both.) I am just livid. It's like the feeling you have when you take hours to build a sand castle (yeah ok a beach anaolgy but that's all I can think of) and someone just steps on it and ruins it and laughs in your face. Not to mention the fact that I'm bitter because I told Luc about the internship last semester and Mattei gave him MY job. I was supposed to be at Milford Pt. But then she decided she's send Luc there and me and Gabe would be the guinea pigs to work on the Powerplant project in New Haven. I just can never win. Not to mention my congestion has been horrible today and I have no idea what to do about it- there's nothing they can do for me. I guess it's always going to be the proverbial thorn in my side.
I was happy until now. I even got the chance to go back to school after the beach and spend a few hours with mom. *sigh*
Why can't I just catch a damn break?? Why can't I just be completely healthy and everyone be happy with what I do for once? It's just never going to be enough.