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*exhales*
Today is a break day. Sometimes I wonder how much of these I'm really gonna get- Mattei seems to like the let's work 14 days straight. Thank God for rain. (Which oddly enough I was wishing for it to end last week!) To everyone's surprise- my room is clean and organized. (Until they slap me with a room mate THEN we got a problem.) I'm trying to think of some goals to make for myself this summer. I can definitly accomplish them with no school work to stifle me.
1. Adapt a healthy lifestyle- food, exercise, sleep (well, and hopefully gain some weight. All muscle baby!)
2. Write more poetry
3. Find self esteem, my voice (It's so hard to do when you've been small all your life but I really want to work at this one.)
4. Be organized!!
5. Put aside the $2800 for car insurance
6. Keep up my friendships
Yeah those all sound doable for now.
My mom's coming tomorrow to bring some stuff and hopefully she'll relax a bit. Maybe I'll take her to the beach. My family sure isn't making it any easier on her. But then again she's not making it any easier on herself. But I'm going to try to no longer make it my responsibility to make her happy. Because in 20 years I have not succeded- I finally learned she has to do it on her own. But that still doesn't make it any easier on me. It still hurts.
Well, I'm gonna go jog around campus since it's partially sunny for now.
As the Brits saya- Cheerio!
Today is a break day. Sometimes I wonder how much of these I'm really gonna get- Mattei seems to like the let's work 14 days straight. Thank God for rain. (Which oddly enough I was wishing for it to end last week!) To everyone's surprise- my room is clean and organized. (Until they slap me with a room mate THEN we got a problem.) I'm trying to think of some goals to make for myself this summer. I can definitly accomplish them with no school work to stifle me.
1. Adapt a healthy lifestyle- food, exercise, sleep (well, and hopefully gain some weight. All muscle baby!)
2. Write more poetry
3. Find self esteem, my voice (It's so hard to do when you've been small all your life but I really want to work at this one.)
4. Be organized!!
5. Put aside the $2800 for car insurance
6. Keep up my friendships
Yeah those all sound doable for now.
My mom's coming tomorrow to bring some stuff and hopefully she'll relax a bit. Maybe I'll take her to the beach. My family sure isn't making it any easier on her. But then again she's not making it any easier on herself. But I'm going to try to no longer make it my responsibility to make her happy. Because in 20 years I have not succeded- I finally learned she has to do it on her own. But that still doesn't make it any easier on me. It still hurts.
Well, I'm gonna go jog around campus since it's partially sunny for now.
As the Brits saya- Cheerio!