If i wanted you to read this i would have added you or let you know about it, so please don't look up my e-mail on every site just to try to find me!

Sometimes I wish I was a little more beautiful so that someone might actually love me. Mabey I might actually love myself. I'll get over it.

I'm still hurt. I'm still hurt over how things with kyle and I ended.  I'm still hurt that things are left unresolved. I'm still hurt that the one person I disliked has everything i worked so hard for. He never wanted a family but because of me he now has a career, a wife , and kids, and none of it with me. It seems like the last 5 years of my life ( Read more... )

So I guess I come here to vent when things get back. I don't complain my whole life away but this is it. I sometimes just don't think love is for me at all. I have never been good at it and I don't know if I ever will. That is all. Mabey sometime soon more will come out when I have more I want to say.

Who the hell gets phonima, or however it is spelled, in the middle of spring! I'm out of commission for awhile! I'll write more later when I feel like moving!

I'm back. On here that is. I'm sorry if it gets tantalizing but  I will mostly talk about Kyle on here because only one person knows who he is, and he himself hasn't found out I have one of these ( Read more... )

So it;s been a long time. I think it's time for an update on my life. So many things have changes from the last post. I'm a new person, with a new life. i'll get into that later, right now I just need somewhere where I can type and no one that knows about it can hear it ( Read more... )

It's me your o so faithful fan. Well kiddo's things have been going very very well. Just so you know I am easier to get a hold of on Myspace.com Look up Jupiter_the_italian@hotmail.com and you will find me. Liner and shader still haven't shown up from florida yet but should be on their way by now. Have a wonderful boyfriend. He is out on tour right ( Read more... )

I did it once again, stupied boys, how I keep falling for one of you. I can't post this on my Myspace because he is on there. You know after Antonio and then Eric I told myself it just need to concentrate on tattooing, but it's so hard to when everything just seems too right. M*****F***ER. Thats all I have to say about that. I didn't think it would ( Read more... )

So things have been intresting, I met a boy, he was nice. It was the first person I met scence having been here. They have this awsome haunted house I think I am going to try to go to this weekend. If I have the time. I get scard easy though, so I might not. I have no idea yet. Things have been slow in the tattoo shop but thats what winter brings ( Read more... )